Fuck it, I’m depressed. I’ve been MIA and guess what? I don’t give a fuck. Fuck it. My depression made a comeback pretty hard (cause, well, you know it never truly goes away) and I’ve been trying to just survive. My head is full of negative thoughts and my heart feels heavy with sadness for […]
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Living with a mental illness is its own kind of hell. Constantly dealing with people who either tell you to “just get some sun” or remind you that you “don’t look sick” or that you “don’t look like you have depression.” Spoiler: We know. We’re painfully aware that we don’t look sick in the traditional
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Yesterday was a bad day. I had woken up after a horrible sleepless night feeling exhausted and groggy. My type of neuro-spice is that I over sleep and it take a tremendous amount of effort to actually get out of bed. On any given day. But this particular day I was excited to finally get
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There’s a graveyard in every neurospicy brain. It’s quiet, cobwebbed, and full of half-finished hobbies, abandoned identities, and the ghosts of hyperfixations past. Insert spooky oOoOoOo here Baking. Guitar. Spanish. Bullet journaling. My first Mental Health blog. Each one started with fire. A passion that burned so bright I would talk about it with every
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(A Blog Post by The Dumpster Warlock) This weeks blog post is inspired by the D&D session I had last weekend and didn’t roll higher than a 3. Not even joking. By the end of the night all of my dice were in dice jail. So without further ado. Hello, it’s me, the dumpster warlock.
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Have you ever been asked how you are, only to have to smile and say “Oh I’m doing fine”? It doesn’t have to be a shameful thing.
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It’s monday. We all know what that means. “ugh” So this post will be a lot more….messy than other ones. And personally I don’t really give a fuck. Neither should you. Ther’es so many days that I wake up, get my ass out of bed, shit shower and shave and then dive right into my
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Launching during Mental Health Awareness Month, Next Life Loading is a cozy blog about healing, grief, burnout, and starting over, created by someone who’s lived it.
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